Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Frustration. ARGGHHH!!!!


Scream. Gah. Well, today is another day of extreme thinking...I can barely remember all the things I did anyways...uh....what was I going to say again? Crud. No way. Gah...ARGHHH!!! Sorry...using this post to vent myself out from all the frustrations in this world. Homework! Oh no! GAH. Crap. Oh my gosh...my projects and assignments! My requests and duties on the internet! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn. Talk about self-pity! I wish I had amnesia for pete's sake...No no no no no. That isn't a good way to think. Let's see...organize time...organize time....Oh dear Lord, please help me with this. Geh.

-End rant.

It rained at school yesterday...it rained in my heart today...

Monday, October 6, 2008

All I can be


Honestly. All I can be, is just be me! So don't expect me to do outrageous things like a summersault, or however you spell it~ You can dream, you can fantasize... But this is reality, however harsh it is-we all have to live in it. I know I'm not one to talk, I love fantasy! But, I guess...you know, it's time to grow up. If you stay too long thinking about whether or not to do it, you'll never move forward, if I keep staying like this, I'll fail on it all... But, if I give up, if you give up...you give up on the world...

What should I do? What path should I choose? What am I doing? What now...what now....

This is my life, and this is what I need to go through, I've finally made another blog, am I to abandon it once more, or am I to keep going? Let's just see, life has it's ups and downs, and life is just as bittersweet as you make it. So now, let me start anew, it's a new day, it's a new way...

Just let it rain...